Cue in the Frankenstein movie. Or at least I feel like I am Frankenstein, walking around half brained with my arms hanging out dead dog tired from the holidays. Or maybe I just look like frankenstein....the Bride sure looks like a honey!
So here I am, back after a holiday hiatus. I have to say, I don't know how some people do everything, and get everything done. Is it possible? Or do they have someone doing it for them? Well, I kinda got in over my head because .....three months ago I started a small business, I bought myself a spankin new sewing machine last week (I don't know how to sew) and Hayden started crawling.
I think the biggest point I need to make here is that I have entered a whole knew era of what it takes to take care of a baby. Or almost toddler? Who knows. It's this crazy mommyhood world of up and down: I got this, I don't, I got this, I don't, she's napping, shes not....ey yey yey! 4 weeks ago, when she was not crawling, I remember us wishing for it, and now I don't even know what to do with myself. Not to mention I don't even think I can realistically baby proof half the things that need to be babyproofed in a 3 bedroom apt.
And I want more kids!
Which leads me to the point of, I must be wired for crazyness, and I accept that. Crazy is who I am. Because this year, I need to expand my business, learn how to sew, attend bible study on a weekly basis, read 10 books and become a Le Leche League volunteer, all while chasing the creepy crawler around! Can I do it? I have no clue how but I think I can, I think I can.
Really, as long as I use that new sewing machine I will be one happy camper......
But what happens when she starts to walk?.......uh oh.......